i hate tuesdays!!!!

Enjoy watching hubby and max playing together and laughing.

Women are really troublesome, fm head to toe, need to look after. Need to look after hair, face, nails, body, inside clothes, outside clothes, shoes etc, never ending.

If there is next life, I want to be a man.

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i've put on what i've lost in january. so stress these few days, no incentive to lose weight. heck cares, who cares, heaven cares? god cares? i care? he cares? she cares? they care? i dun care anymore.

17 years ago, on 6 feb, hubby held my hands for the first time and that is how we started to park tor.

Started with friends teasing, then when he sent me home, he held my hands.

So last night was 6 feb, so we went out for a while. Good to relieve some of the memories.

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Angry and tired today. why is it that most of the things have to wait for me them can do? wait for mummy to come home then ask abt homework, then ask mummy to give spelling? Ny the time I finish my work last night, it's already 10 pm, dun blame her for doing things last minute.

I'm so damn tired, feels like letting go. Really letting go.

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i dunno how i sleep. my left hand's 3rd finger feels like i've sprained it like that, cannot show middle finger...

pain sia, cannot lift up.... but how did i sprain it while i was sleeping?
now typing also a bit pain, cannot type as fast and letter 'e' is the most commonly used alphabet....darn...

a quickie before i become busy...;)

hmmm, marcus and mabel forgot to blog, gave them a topic to blog about. today marcus is going for a learning journey, last night at 10pm then he told me, mummy, there is no sandwich. i was like, marcus, u should have told me earlier so that i could buy it, he is so last minute. anyway, told him to pack his own stuff for learning journey, as for sandwiches, sorry, no food for you. you are hungry, u go and find your own food.

as for mabel, think she is playing badminton during recess, she has been bringing the racket to school these few days.

my darling max, poor thing, he has been waking up these 2 mornings, cried when he noticed nobody around him in the room. 'mummy! mummy!' went to the room, hug him and carried him down. he was a little reluctant to let us to go school, you know, that pouty, poor thing face? we all gave him a hug and a kiss. break my heart to go to work like that.

today woke up with a slightly heavy heart. dunno why, like something is going to happen. i dun want to dwell so much on this.

anyway, plenty work to complete today, stay focus. work, work, work.

before i publish this post, just feel that this post sounds depressing, sorry, maybe it's the mid week blues.

Finally finish some work. started after dinner, 7 plus, persevere to 9 plus. finally, how did I survive?I dunno. Now, try to clear sine big business, hot shower and then sleep, tiring day.

I agree I'm harsh to Marcus when it comes to his homework, tekan him in maths juz now. I know he cried, he didn't cry out loud, he juz wiped his tears and carried on. he learnt to be strong. My heart broke when I saw him wiped his tears. I soften after I saw this.

Well, in life, who didn't get scolded by boss for doing wring things? We bite our teeth, clench our fist, and continue with work. so cannot keep protecting our children.


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Tuesdays and Thursdays are my bad days..... really need super duper will power to think positive.

surprisingly i woke up early today, 515am, couldn't really get back to sleep, juz laze on the bed, waiting for the alarm to ring.

but coming to work, mmmmm, as said, super duper will power to pull myself through today.

all will turn out well by the end of the day, yah?