almost forgot my blogger id and password, that is how long i have not updated my blog.

new things may not mean good, with new things means new adjustments.

holidays may not be a good thing also, everybody thought u r so free and basically i have no schedule to follow, so i'm very aimless. been playing xbox games lately, now i know where marcus got his genes, me! i can play on the console, non-stop for at least 3 hours.

ever have that feeling of wanting to cry but there are no tears? it's the same as when u eat very full and want to burp, but juz couldn't burp, the feeling is awful. yeah, the feeling is awful, thought that at least thru crying, can feel better, but no tears. can't cry hard enough.

also suddenly had this thought while i was sad. mayb finding anybody, get married, leading a watever life is not that bad after all. ping ping dan dan.

well, on a happy note, i'm happy becos i dun have to wake up so early and it's a really good break.