can't get to sleep. been having diarrea (i'm missing some letters, but what the heck) since sat night. it's not like it's unbearable, it's bearable, u can actually feel the stomach churning. woke up at 4am, decided to let go. then had to go to toilet again at 8 plus in the morning.

on sunday, the whole day seems alright, but the tummy ache came again after dinner. same like the nite before, woke up at 5 plus to let go, and couldn't sleep after that, so decided to wake up.

the reason i couldn't sleep partly because there are many things weighing on my mind. When you start thinking about your past, present and future, it's really heavy going.

Max is 2 months old and still growing. He has grown quite a bit since he was born. he's now 4.4kg as compared to 3.1 kg. he's getting more responsive to sounds, to people talking to him. he's starting to make gurgle sounds, trying to talk and besides crying, he knows how to laugh now. cool. he especially likes it when Marcus talks to him. the funny thing is Marcus likes to squeeze his cheeks, kiss him and when Marcus does all these things to Max, Max actually laughs and enjoys it.