ok, i'm testing this out. this icon must be there for a long time for me to upload my pictures, now good, dun need to go to photobucket. i can upload directly here and then blog.

been trying to post video, but cannot. some problem occur

ok, i've linked my class' blog. next, i've upload 2 videos of my children on youtube. those were pictures taken in 2005. feel so good putting it together and uploading it. in time to come, i'll upload max's videos

tiring weekend, will be a tiring week this week too with so many things going on and so many things to do.

arghhhhhh, everyone is sleeping so soundly. actually wanted to blog about issues with maid, but tired already, dun waste my energy here. better spent going to sleep

that day when i went to a full day workshop at suntec, attended a workshop session in the afternoon. It is like this, there were many sessions going on, we just had to sign up for whichever workshop that interest you. Well, needless to say, the Hossan Leong's workshop was full, so i went to another one. 'Seeing little red dot through the lens'

yes, it's about photography. but of course, the speaker had to integrate NE into the workshop which he did. He is a photographer with mypaper. funny guy. of course he showed us many of his photos. i enjoyed the workshop.

After the workshop, hands itchy, feel like snapping pictures again. i have snapped quite a few photos during the recce trips which i brought students to. just that, i dun have the time to really download it here.

can't help but must blog this.

am wearing those heel shoes which are pointed at the front. then just think of a few things related to the shoes.

some people may have a fetish with such shoes.

great, i can now poke students in the butt with the shoes if they are not doing their silent reading!!! hahaha!!!!

argh, hate it when i hit rock bottom with work. totally demotivated. then this is the time again when i start questioning myself, for wat i work so hard?

feel bad about not spending enough time with my children or to supervise marcus' schoolwork. go and supervise other people's children's schoolwork for wat.

i know i will feel better as days goes by and i'll pick myself up again. but as of now, i'm juz disheartened.

hmmm, should update about son son. let's see.... now that he is almost 14 months old... well, he is of course learning how to walk. he can stand up, he can walk if you hold his hands. if alone, he hesitates to take the first step. but if you hold him, he walks fast, though still a bit unsteady. and he loves to climb up and down the staircase. oh yah, he skip the crawling stage.

now that he knows how to walk, he knows that he can go places. his personality is shaping up. he knows where he wants to go, what he wants, then he'll raise up his hand and 'eh'. he is very naughty. and he is very playful. he doesn't want to sleep, only wants to play. next time when he grows up, he is also one who doesn't stays at home, becos he loves going out. sometimes bring him out to buy dinner, when we are approaching the house, he will turn his back and just refuse to walk back to the house. and when you wear shoes for him, he knows he's going out and he will be very happy and excited.

He is also very smart. he loves to play with toy cars. his brother's toy cars. i only need to teach him once, to push the car and say 'vroom vroom', now when he plays with the cars, he'll do exactly the same, just that he didn't really sound it 'vroom'. then sometimes, he will throw things just to see them fall.

one thing good is he will give you his toys and he wants you to play with him. at least he knows how to share. the only person he doesn't share his toys with is marcus, becos marcus doesn't share his toys with his brother. so what goes round comes round.

now, training him to sleep beside me at night. will slowly wean him off from the cradle. i love hugging him and sleep.

just realise that i have a passion for conducting workshop. It's different from teaching students. somehow adults can understand instructions better and when they participate, the whole event is actually successful and fruitful.

at least i know that hard work is paid off.