ok, i'm now planning and thinking of baby showers. not so much of planning, cos i dunno if my mum wants to hold baby showers or not. i also dunno who to invite for the baby showers other than our own family members here.

i'll juz keep it simple. maybe on the boy's side, a simple dinner, maybe on the gal's side, also a simple dinner. hmmm, know wat i'm thinking...? OT multi purpose hall again, haha.

i could remember marcus' baby showers, it was at OT, that time, mum invited her friends. die, i can't remember mabel's baby showers. where did we have it? or did we have it in the first place? haha, i really cannot remember.

last nite two shows makes me think of certain things about love.

in the 7pm show, the gal was very heartbroken to know that her bf who had died hid so many secrets from her. advice from her friend was, perhaps it's better this way, as he loves her and might not want to hurt her with his past. sometimes the truth hurts, hurts very badly, in yesterday's show, the word was 'heartwrenching'. yes, actually come to think of it, many things in life, some truths are better left unknown. if you dun want to hurt your loved one, then keep quiet.

in the 9pm show, the person can love the other party so much that 'he' was willing to do anything for him. but was it worth it? She feels that it was worth it. well i believe many people will have different views on this. some will feel that it's not worth it, some will feel that it's worth it. she claims that she did all this for him, she really love him. sigh, wat's true love? does true love really exist on earth? it may be there, but it may not belong to you. sometimes things are not so simple.

just some thoughts, dun take it too seriously.

1 week has past, 3 more weeks to go.

back. dunno wat else to say, probably a period of adjusting.

wahhhhhhhh.... must be really excited. last nite could only sleep after 3 am. then guess what, 530 am, i woke up again. couldn't get back to sleep, might as well wake up to get ready.

brushed teeth, showered and most importantly, washed my hair! but this morning, i really appreciated all these 3 actions, something which we do so often. i used a generous amount of toothpaste, shampoo and shower gel, and i really thoroughly brushed my teeth. it's like my last time doing these actions, so i better do it well. simple routine things which we often take for granted.

makes me think of those who knew they are going to die, like perhaps one who is going to be sentenced to death. imagine he/she is aware that all that they are going to do will be the last action on earth, how sad! u will learn to even appreciate that u can brush your teeth.

wake up so early, now i realise i'm getting hungry, but i cannot eat.... god, this is going to be torture. hungry and u can't eat.

oh yeah, finally, the arrival of 12 june. dunno how to describe the relief, the excitment. maybe too excited until cannot sleep.

brought m&m to watch the cartoon Cars on 7th June. Well, marcus certainly enjoyed the show. Mabel slept halfway through the show and then she started coughing and then nvm, she vomitted her phlegm out. gross. luckily it's near the end of the show already. think my black shawl really unlucky. It was first used to cover some stained skirt. Then now the 2nd time i used it, it was used to wipe off Mabel's vomit. gross.

The show is quite long, if marcus is not interested in cars, i doubt he can sit through out the show. the show is 116 mins long, almost 2 hours. this cartoon is like made for marcus to watch. will buy the vcd when it's out. and also the game if it is out.

on the 6th day of the 6th month in the year 2006, it juz makes me realise something.

u can say i've seen it through, a new lease of life....

i'm more determined to walk the journey with my family, husband and children, happily.

dunno why, as the day comes approaching, i getting more scared.

it's like the plan was up to this stage, what happen next? there are actually really many questions yet to be answered, issues yet to be settle.

dun dare to think too far of the future, juz take one day at a time.

Ring anxiety

overheard this at class95 when i was drinking coffee this morning.

if a person keeps thinking that his/her hp is ringing, or thinks that his/her hp is ringing, or
if a person feels that the vibration from the bus is the vibration of his/her hp and
the person keeps checking on his/her hp, then the person is suffering from ring anxiety.

there is a reason for this:
it's something to do with popularity. and the person get so emotionally attached to the hp, that he/she is always checking on the hp to see if anybody calls or sms him/her.

interesting findings. food for thought.