Tuesday, February 28, 2012

Cioppino

I think that's the spelling. Taste good. Was surprise that the children drank the soup. Thought they would find it too fishy.
And the final product on Saturday night. only thing is I didn't beautify the arrangement. If this is iron chef Singapore, I would be booted out!

Chicken corden bleu

The lamb turn out nice. Mayb a bit too soft but good for people with no teeth. Ahem. Tsk tsk, suaning someone. As it's wasn't lamb shank, hence the lamb shoulder cut is a little bit fatty.

Ok, the pictures of the chicken corden bleu. It was not easy to wrap the chicken. Mayb my cheese was too thick. And shouldn't put too much cheese too. Because I didn't really season the chicken meat, the chicken taste pale in comparison to the rich ham and cheese taste.

Saturday, February 25, 2012

Rosemary braised lamb shanks

Just tried cooking. Not sure if it turns out well. No lamb shanks, wonder if this lamb shoulder cut can make it or not. So worried. If the lamb is not successful, sorry, we have to da bao 四大天王.

And yes, I put in a whole bottle of red wine. Wolf blass!

Friday, February 24, 2012

plants and love again

was just looking at the last post on plant and love.... so true, nodding in agreement. when a plant wither, you will try to revive it. but it depends on if the plant wants you to revive it. if the plant refuses, then.... what's next?

oh yes, my injured right middle finger has been feeling a little pain lately. signs of it healing? getting better?

[KTV]許哲佩.-.白色婚禮.mpg

she is a good singer, great voice

气球/许哲佩

out of breath!!!!!

Thursday, February 16, 2012

Plants and love

So happy to see my plant growing. New leaves sprouting out. Somehow, you just a feel a sense of achievement. After putting in effort to care for it, water it, it is finally sprouting new leaves. But you know you have to continue to care for it lest it wither. So you continue your efforts.

I think it is the same with love. You put in effort to care, to look aft it. And the happiness and glow you will feel when you see love blossom. And you know you have to continue to put in even more effort because you couldn't let love wither. And you will continue to love not because you expect anything in return but because you just love the person.

Max and his good friend

That day, max received a card from his friend, a girl, to be precise. No, you cannot say it is his girl friend. She is a good friend. So he made a card in return.

Wednesday, February 15, 2012

I stupid

So stupid of me. Was wondering why the laptop cannot open web pages, it's supposed to have wifi connection and connected to wireless network. Then realised, I off the wifi button. How stupid of me! But at least I found out my own mistake.

Friday, February 03, 2012

Why does it always have to end with 'Happily ever after????

I had this teacher who taught me Chinese in JC. All i remembered was he was a very impromptu person. He said, dun make appointment with him. He hates appointment.

He's a very impromptu person, he feels like it, he go.

I kind of like get what he means because it really feels good to do what u want. Feels good to go where you want to go. No inhibition. Life has too many rules and commitment, sometimes it's good to do what you want to do.

Sadly to agree, hate to say, marriage and children is the biggest commitment one has to make. Why do fairy tales always end with 'and they live happily ever after.'

Have you found your prince in a shining white armor on a white horse? If yes, does it guarantee a happily ever after?

Realization

I know why. It's a pent up feelings I bottled inside me this week. I kept pushing the feelings and tell myself it's ok it's ok. I denied myself of letting out my feelings.

So today, it all blew with a powerful force and I wasn't able to handle myself.

But then again, if I have let my feelings be shown at that time, be it angry, sad, what good does it do? It could have hurt the people around me or worse still, backlash.

So in conclusion, I'm still no good at handling my emotions. I still got lots to learn.

Help

I think I need help. I juz spiral into feeling down and I can't stop myself from falling further. Then I just stare into space and I just cried.

I must learn to detach myself.

Doesn't help

Shit, just realise retail therapy doesn't help. In fact, now I'm more depressed. Not because of the money spent, (no money Liao). I think my heart just feels so empty suddenly. Why? What is happening?

random thoughts

actually i do not have any random thoughts. no thoughts, no feelings, don't know why, don't feel like blogging recently. rest in peace, san.

online shopping

Oops, i did not do anything productive... been shoppin online and guess what, I just had some retail therepy. lao gong is so going to make noise at me.....