the heart

to me is a heart, to mabel, whenever she sees heartshape, she says love. dear children, when u grow up next time, i hope that both of u can experience true love and really love with all your heart and soul.

The heart and mind are funny instruments.... as long as your heart is still beating, your brain is still functioning, they cannot pronounce u dead....

so is it the brain that controls the heart or the heart that controls the brain? people always need to have a clear mind to think... but the heart sometimes is in the way... they say the feelings cloud the mind, cannot make logical conclusions....

feelings... yes, without a heart, you cannot feel. it will be sad if one has no feelings. becos it's the feelings that fulfils our life.

but you will have to feel the pain, agony, hurt to know what is happiness, love and fortune (not the money sense, in chinese 'fu') though it's very painful for the heart, (u literally can feel the ache in the heart, like a knife stabbing the heart. know that familiar feeling?) there is no short cut. in chinese, they say, 'bei, huan, li, he' (sad, happy, apart, reunited) do we really have to experience all these?

the heart is numb... numb from the pain of realisation... realisation of so many things..... i juz realised something again, it's 2.36pm when i started blogging this.... another stab, ouch!