one in a million

today aqilah told me, it's not easy to find the guy u really like nowadays, it's really like one in a million... i totally agree with her... one in a million

but when u find that one in a million, the feeling is like, it's better than striking toto... the feeling that u r so comfortable with each other, u dun need words to communicate, becos u basically can read each other's mind, do the same actions, say the same words, the same tone.... it's like u r breathing together as one....

but if u know that u have found your one in a million, and u know that u cannot be together, it hurts. it aches so much that you can feel your heart tearing into pieces. the pain of being apart... nobody wants to go thru this alone, have to go thru together...the more u r together, the more painful the parting is...nobody can understand