28th October

It has been 4 months since 28th June. remember himer? himer should be abt 24 weeks.

anyway, that's not my point for this posting...

it was raining so heavily at night. i dun deny the effects of a storm and the bright sky after the storm, depends on wat angle u wat to look at.

my feelings is like the drizzle now. juz keeps on pattering inside my heart, not heavy pattering, light pattering, making the whole mood so gloomy and solomn.

i will never forgive myself for not giving her happiness when i could have it. just a thought, there will be many in your life whom u can give happiness when u could but didn't. Are you also not going to forgive yourself? anyway, juz for thoughts.... I REPEAT, juz for thoughts