sorry

this has to drag on becos of my indecisiveness, becos of my insensitivity. i dun want to wear u out, u are right, one day it will happen, this road will either come to an end or start a brand new journey.

how to measure if i'm ready or not? perhaps u know when i'm ready or not ready, honestly i dunno. i can't even tell the difference now, if i'm ready or not.

why? last week was fine, why is this week like that?