life is never smooth sailing. true... the challenges that life present will hone us into a better person. we will be able to be a better person after all the ordeals.

but that is only if you can survive the ordeals. it's tiring, it's mentally exhausting, you juz goes into a spiral, deeper and deeper.

if i ever die, i will take my family with me. i do not want them to suffer on this stupid earth.

sorry, mood is very overcast. i really dun see the sunshine, i really dun see the rainbow after the rain. it's has juz been storm after storm for the past one month. a strong person will also become torn and tattered.