last night went to kbox to sing out the blues and depression and frustration. It was good. It has also been a long time since i step into karaoke. I think it was since 2006, a few months before Max was born.

It is actually a long story... at that time a lot of songs have a lot of meaning. The last kbox, i can still remember, it was with the kids, but we only stayed for a very short time. about an hour or so only... that was the shortest time i stayed in karaoke. the reason we left hurriedly, i found out later was because that time, hubby could feel that all the songs that was sung has got meanings. he could feel that i wasn't singing the songs for him.

i guess for so long, we didn't step into karaoke, i guess it's because of this. eventually last nite, i confronted my fears.

anyway, i had a good time singing, shouting and boy, we are still good at it.

it was a good way for me to release my stress.... tomorrow is the beginning of my dark period, after the karaoke session, i feel less stress now and i'm better prepared to face it.