i want to disown Max. Until now still dunno how to call mummy. he calls everybody except me. even he knows how to call 'tin', the maid.
so last nite, when i carry him and put him on the bed.... he keeps calling 'tin' 'tin' 'tin', i got so fed up, scolded him. well, i spoke to him in a very loud voice. told him that i went thru c-section for nothing, had him for 9 months for nothing.
then his tears welled up and he cried. papa has to carry him and comfort him.
anyway, didn't have a good sleep last nite. heartache. until now when i'm blogging, i'm crying. so painful when your own child dun want to call you. should have given him away when he was born, save me the heartache now.
i'm not speaking to Max for the next few days. angry with him, haven't got over. He hurt me really bad. this, i think i owe him one.
4 comments:
Poor mommy lor!!! wat do you expect from a small child? Anyway dun be so cruel....not his fault tat he doesn't call u, and trust me tat once he starts he won't stop too :)
FYI...some kids are just slow while others are just stubborn but still, they are just being kids.
Remember this clearly...MAX is your son whether you like it or not. Even he is not my son.....
I find him loveable just as M & M.
Hope it was not due to the flowers
he sent that trigger this
"disowning" thing...very heavy-handed treatment on Max, just go and give his dad a "box"...it was his fault to give you your heartache in the 1st place!
U really reminded me of the korean movie I watched last Wed.
"The horrible guy" .....hahaha it was about a modern office woman who just got married to her older best drinking pal. When she went back to work, she was introduced to a young macho "new boss"...she immediately regret her marriage and started throwing herself at the new guy and started finding faults with her hubby.
When her hubby found out...he was very sad and down but still he kept quiet. One night...when he found out tat the guy is going to meet his wife, he confront him and both got into a fight. When the woman found out wat was happening outside the pub, she even gave her hubby a "big box" and knocked him over. Then she was yelling like crazy at her hubby to fxxk-off and ran back to help her young lover.
Guess....in this world not only men go for SYT hahaha. I dun blamed u for your heartaches with Max's dad....but u are totally wrong to put all the faults onto poor MAx!
Remember he is also just a victim in this whole affair, same goes to papa and me! If really need to, just quietly run back to MAx's dad
and keep quiet about it.
I know this is just a matter of time.
Also got like that....can removed comment?
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