settled and back.... but i've lost all inspiration to write about grandma. There were many thoughts and memories that i wanted to share, but was afraid that sharing would bring back memories, so i've decided not to, maybe until one day, i'm comfortable with it, then maybe

pay day means spending money day. But this is due for my children. they have been cooped up at home for the past few days and finally, today, they got a chance to go out in the morning. We have a good breakfast. then to grocery shopping.

well, finally, Max can call me Mama... he is very cute, always trying to make people smile and laugh with his funny actions. He enjoyes playing with marcus and mabel. It is indeed peaceful and a great joy to see three of them playing together.

Oh yah, marcus got a trophy from school the other day, some spelling competition. am really proud of him.

really taking it easy now as i can feel the toll mentally. For the past few days, i've been feeling chest pain when i breathe, sometimes it's so bad that it hurts all the way to my shoulders and back. Then breathing becomes painful, cos with every breath, it hurts. have not been to see the doc.... i guess it's due to not enough sleep and stress. so i'm taking it easy this holiday and work will come next week