the holiday came and go like that. today marks the beginning of the last quarter. soon, the new year will come and everything will start all over again. just random thoughts.

1) sometimes we may not marry the person we love most. but we make the best out of it, especially if children are involved. so is it love? is it gratitude? is it duty? i must be getting the anniversary jitters. grateful? happy? glad? frigtening? i don't know. my mum's side family, all of her sisters were either single or like my mum, divorced. but it must be wonderful to have someone who is willing to take your nonsense, to embrace your weakness and be with you all this while.

2)NB, electricity prices go up again!!

3)F1 comes to singapore does not mean that motorists can drive like them. so many times this few days i see on the road, cars driving like speedy gonzalas like that, totally ignoring the safety of other motorists.

4) the white dotted line means to give way before turning out to the main road. the white dotted line doesn't mean to turn out when you see a car approaching. i have met so many cars like that. the most serious one and one which almost involve an accident is a p plate and a big truck. luckily, there was no car on the other lanes, the big truck had e braked and the truck started to skid, the driver release the brake and turn into the outer 2 lanes to avoid this car. the car was so stunned that it stopped after it turned out. lagi jia lat. imagine the big truck, if it could not avoid the car, the car would be smashed into pieces and the p plate driver could have died.

sigh, tml got to wake up early. so happy to have a holiday today. max is fiddling with my hair as i'm typing this post now. crazy boy. then hugging me from behind. and he is so smelly, he pang sai and still denies. 'no, i never pang sai.' i'm going to change his diapers, otherwise i'll faint.