today during lunch time, i rushed back to bring the kids to their new school to buy textbooks and school uniforms. max came along.

after all the purchases, i had to fetch them home and then back to school. i was actually late for the session after lunch. so i called and asked the maid to come down to bring them up.

When i said bye bye to max, he actually bend down his head and sobbed. i asked him what happened, then he just cried and said he wanted to follow me to work. i really can't bring him along. so i had to try to coax him. but he hugged his hands around my neck real tight and refused to let go. when the maid had to forcefully carry him, he was wailing very loud, as if we are going to be separated for a long time.

i assured him that i will come home after work. when the maid carried him to the lift, he was crying all the way. i felt so heart pain.