yesterday, i broke down.

i was so frustrated inside, for failing to keep up with my marking, for failing to be there for marcus and mabel when they did their homework, for having to do so much at work. i broke down.

i just don't feel like talking. after dinner, i went to the room, close the door and wept. i'm not sure if it's tears of frustration, tears of sadness or what. It just flows.

after that, i knelt down and i prayed to God. i told God that i'm so tired, i'm so frustrated, i feel so angry with myself. I told God i was too arrogant, i was so full of myself and i forgot to look to Him, i'm carrying too much burden.

after praying to God, i feel much better. things start to clear up.