can someone take a chopper to chop off my hand? i can tolerate wound pain, but when the bone is pain, there is really nothing much you can do about it. i hate that...

max is having a fever last night and his running nose is getting worse. will have to bring him to see a doc later in the afternoon. sigh, so feel like taking childcare leave, but then ... (&#!@#!*) sometimes i wonder why i work so hard for. pains me to see him sobbing when i left for work.

max, mummy never abandon you, mummy need to go to work. mummy promise you that i will accompany you during the weekend, shower you with love and care. mummy promise you not to do any work during the weekend.

oops, then how to mark??? haha, that means mrs tan cannot return you the papers next week. we will survive and we will work towards a better tomorrow.