should i take child care leave tomorrow? on one hand, i would like to get back to work, on the other hand, my children need me to look after. mabel still has fever ranging from 38 - 39. marcus is slightly better. max's fever is 37.5. but his running nose is bad.

on sunday night, max suddenly didn't want to take his medicine, which is not the usual case. usually, he would open his mouth and eat medicine. but last night, he just refused. i had to forcefully feed him the medicine. after that, he kept on sobbing and said, 'i want fever. i dun want medicine. i want fever.' then i asked him, 'why he wants fever?' he didn't reply. but mabel thinks that he wants fever so that mummy don't have to go to work the next day. well, i'm not sure if this is what max thinks, he may not be so clever, however, i do have my doubts whether he thinks this way.

so i'm confused now, should i take child care or not?