congratulations to me. finally, much awaited da yi ma is here. kao, now my cycle is like 28+14 days.

sign myself up for the 2.4km run, so just now, went to jog round the estate, almost died. but it was good to sweat it all out. sweat out the stress, sweat out the frustation. not sure if i can run the 2.4 on 3rd oct or not.

this morning, almost kena ERP. 5 mins before the gantry, there was a traffic jam. wa piang, stress. luckily started moving. at 3 mins before 7.30pm, drove past the gantry. tmr, i better dun leave at 7am. better leave slightly early.

talking about driving on the road. yesterday morning, i was on this two lane road. there was a panel van coming out from the carpark. the van turned out to the main road though i was approaching already. well, never mind, i was on the outer lane, when she turned, she turn to the inner lane. so there was this bus stop and there was a bus there. so technically, this bus took one lane. the panel van wanted to cut into my lane when i was beside it. you can imagine i hold on to my horn and i really 'lun'. 'lun' she bang me. wtf. nbcb. early in the morning, daydream and let me horn you. u turn out to the main road, i 'sua' already. u some more want to cut into my lane. bimbo! maybe a gentleman will give way to you and let you cut in. but i not gentleman, i bitchy, so sorry. u kena horn. please dun take for granted that u suka suka cut into people's lane. buy 4D also need to one by one, queue up. u choose to turn out from the carpark, so u kena stuck behind the bus, that is your choice.

today i didn't do any good deed. i guess the only good deed i did today is to keep my cool and not to curse and swear at other drivers.

but i think i keep my cool too much, come back, dunno why, suddenly release at children. it all started with marcus. he went to pang sai, then he called the maid. well, the maid is in the toilet, helping my mil to bathe. so i scolded him, so big already dunno how to clean backside with toilet paper. still need to call the maid. then followed by max. he wanted to change the xbox games, but he didn't know how to, so he anyhow press. so i scolded him for changing the disc. then he cried. then asked the kids if they want to go dinner, nobody answered me. (actually i know lah, i so fierce, who want to answer me?) so i fed up, switch off the tv, asked them want to follow to dinner. they said no, so i asked what they want to eat for dinner.

now i just want to cool down, vege out, harvest, plant and then do some marking. sigh, life!