Dear blog,

i wake up today, feeling that it's another day where i repeat most of the actions which i did yesterday.

As i was in the toilet, which i find it to be a very conducive place for me to think of difficult task (don't ask me why), thought through the day's work, what i need to complete, prepping myself for the day, managed to iron out processes of some difficult work tasksssssssss (note the many s i put behind), let out a sigh and here i go again.

repeating action 1: sit at dining table, drink coffee, read yesterday's chinese newspaper. why am i reading chinese newspaper? it's the only one that the family bought.

as i was reading, many reports made me stop and reflect. took unusually long time to finish the newspaper.

a) some rich old lady came to Singapore to seek treatment for her illness. when she died, her 7 children created a scene as to where she is to be buried. Police has to be summoned. (some snatched away the funeral van's key, some block the road with their mercedes) that is the problem when you are rich, died and definitely your children will be fighting over your assets. will definitely not happen if i'm poor.

b)another article talks about everyone should have 15 mins of privacy every day. which i think it's good, even for couples/spouses. some people needed the 15 mins to allow their creative juice to flow. some used the 15 mins to give thanks for the day.

that brings me to an article that says daydreaming is good. daydreaming helps you make connections, which is good for Marcus, but then he has to know when to and when not to.

c) another article, i will elaborate in detail in the next post.

d) just feel that taiwan's jin zhong jiang, hong kong's wu xian and our own star awards, all are so fake. most of these presentations have an agenda, to help so-and-so actresses or actors to have award because they have been identified as the next big star. then the actresses/actors will be upset for not getting an award, though they are promised by company that they would get an award.

yah, talking about this, sometimes i feel that it's so lame/stupid when the company has to write a script to purposefully suit a role to the actress. like recently the channel 8's show 'baby bonus' at 9pm.... the motorcycle stunt was specially slotted to highlight 'what is her name?'s character in the show. It's totally lame, uncool and so fake!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! actually i've forgotten about this, but newspaper reported this 2 days ago.... reported how the actress posed in front of the fire, very brave lah, never complain lah, blah blah blah. i literally wanted to spit at the newspaper. hokkien says spit smelly saliva. so fake!!!!!!!!!!!