tired of life, tired of living.
sad, depressed

people say i'm cheerful, very positive person... i guess, i can show that all, what for show them my unhappiness?

cheerful person also have its down.

anyway, i'm used to taking on everything. from young, since the day my father left the house, i've learnt to take care of myself. absent father figure, absent man figure in my life, i'm used to it.

i dun need a MAN.

i'm spouting nonsense. please excuse me. must be the heat, must be my roller coaster emotions, must be i think too much.