today is 14 april, have u file your income tax? today is wed, have u bought your 4d? today is 14 april, have you.... have you... have you.....

why is life full of deadlines? needless to say, many many deadlines for work. in life, i guess we have our deadlines too. deadline to get married, deadline to have kids, deadline for your life. ok, i dun mind the last deadline, in fact, i would be looking forward to the last one.

sometimes u ask yourself, why do i come into this world? well, we don't have a choice, we were born. so we asked, what have i accomplished in my life? i'm not asking about great achievements like Mother Theresa.... i've, yeah, get married, have kids, have a stable job, have an average life. have i made a difference in other people's lives? i dunno, no one told me. sometimes i wonder if i do the right thing by bringing my children to the world. next time, when they grow up, they will be asking the same question as i asked, why do i come into this world?

life gives us many challenges and problems to solve, without them, life will be dull. with them, life is so difficult, why why why? why do humans have to go through these? 生老病死，four simple words, but in between, so much more is involved. suffering, happiness, gratitudes, realisation, greed, blah blah blah... sigh, i wonder what is my deadline for my life? how many more years do i have? how long more do i have to go?