marcus didn't tell me that it was CA this week, until this morning i manage to find out why he does not have CCA today.

English paper was yesterday, i wonder what subject it is today. and for these two days, he is definitely not prepared. I hope it's not Maths today, he has to pass his Maths badly.

I cannot be there for him forever, one day, i will leave, how can i go with in peace?

Max cried again this morning, not allowing me to go to work. this morning, i'm smart, i did not hold his hands, tried not to have body contact with him.