holidays

I should be feeling a huge sigh of relief when the holidays started, but i didn't, Yes, it was a good break knowing that there would be no teaching for at least three weeks, hope it gives my cough enough time to fully recover.

Time to catch up on admin work. didn't even feel like counting the to-do list of admin work. never ending. come what may, do what i need to do.

well, at least the weekend is.... i spent the time doing cross stitch, trying to find a sense of achievement. so far, nothing i done has been good and achieved. It sucks when no matter how hard you try, you are never able to achieve. i fully understand how the students felt when they put in so much effort to their studies but their results turn out otherwise. That discouraging feeling, it honestly sucks. It is not like you never try your best. You tried, you learnt, you changed your temper. Worse still, when people tell you leopard will never change its spots. it just dealt you a terrible blow and you just spiral downwards in an abyss of hopelessness.

Since it's holidays, all the more have to plan something to occupy the children.

Saturday, went to giant to buy groceries before going to fetch Marcus. There was a power failure at the cashier check out yesterday, it was rather chaotic, luckily, we had enough cash as the GIRO was not useable. Worse, there was no air con, so it began to feel stuffy, asked mabel and max to wait outside, hurriedly paid for the things and went on to fetch Marcus.

After fetching Marcus, went to TTSH to have lunch and visit mil. After that, came home, the children watched their vcds, their papa bought them despicable me and wimpy kid vcd. so as the children watched the vcd, i did more cross stitch and the papa washed air con. (again, i think he is addicted to washing air con)

Went to bunkers for dinner, it was a quick one, max didn't like that place. We asked for the table near the swing so that the children can swing. After dinner, came home, it was only 8 plus, so the children watched despicable me vcd again.

Didn't feel like waking up so early this morning, so i just sleeeeeeeeeeeeeept all the way to 10 plus. The feeling of not having to wake up at the sound of the alarm clock, shiok!!!!!!

should be going to TTSH again, and later this evening, i need to discuss something with my mum.