thoughts

that night, looking at dad, lying on the hospital, looking at how auntie looks after him, she massaged his legs, gave him water, i just feel that somehow, my dad is blessed. at least he has his the other half to look after him. i mean this is the other half whom he left his family to be with.

don't misunderstand, i'm not angry, upset or complaining here. ok, two thoughts here:

1) i kind of like pity my mum. now that she is all alone when her children are all grown up. but i guess, it was her choice. i mean as much as i'm a loner, i would be afraid if i'm all alone when i'm old. so i can understand her fears.

2) but then again, for the sake of having a company when u grow old, if it's just another half that you can live with, would you be happy and feel blessed? well, my dad chose to be with auntie in the earlier years, started life anew with her, does he feel blessed?

are you happy and truly blessed? 同一句话，你快乐吗？你幸福吗？