dear max woke up at 2 something last nite. well, his pampers was wet and his pyjamas was wet. ok, fine, then i changed for him. but after that, he just refused to go to sleep. after 2 hours of shaking him, i decided to carry him up and then juz let him play toys. even until 5 plus, i thought he might want to sleep, so that I can catch some sleep before my alarm rings at 545am!!!! but he doesn't want to sleep. sigh, no choice, carry him again.

hence i think today's mood is so-so, will try to keep myself going. better have nothing to trigger and make the mood foul. cross my fingers...