when someone cries, it's a sign of
1) weakness?
2) stress?
3) showing sadness?
last evening, on my way back home, i was just thinking... work, immense, stress etc etc. then i think of the baby i lost in 2005, i dunno why i suddenly think of himer, the thought just come suddenly, then the tears just flow. even now as i'm typing, i juz feel like crying.
so now i'm thinking, was i crying because of 1 and 2 or was i crying because of 3? it could be himer may be the trigger. am i really that weak, unable to take stress?
or could it be i've never really gotten over himer? some thing that happened 3 years ago... i'm just wondering, that's why i'm putting it down in words.
1 comment:
well....esp with the dream of new baby and all lately, that may have triggered off the thot of "himer".
so....best, to give yourself a good rest and not thinking of any baby for the time being.
also....near 7th mth now, time for pray2 and burnt paper money/barangs for "himer".
all of us....will have some flesh-back once in awhile if there is a trigger. yes! it is also okay to cry about it if it makes you feel better afterward.
me....same, whenever I got "fly aeroplane".
so...you are still normal person.
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