mmmm, mil cooked dinner last night again... i admit, she is a good cook. i was very full as well as guilty after eating dinner. so every night, if she is going to cook, i'm going to have this internal turmoil of feeling guilty after eating. Will i develop eating disorder? last night after dinner, i felt like going to the toilet to vomit out my food..... chill, chill..... tonight, i hope to finish my last two classes of marking by day time, so that at night, if i have this guilty feeling again, i'll do some stretches.

ok, the other thing.... i didn't realise the seriousness of the impact until this morning i was in the toilet pee-ing. You know how your brain works when you are seated on the toilet seat... i think 60% if not 70% of my thinking is done, sitting on the toilet seat.
so i was thinking... mmm, in laws have been buying can drinks every day for dunno how many days, maybe a week or two... 4 cans. 1 each for 3M and 1 for mil herself. mmmm, i know mil has been drinking our H20 drink in the refrigerator... mmmm, i dun mind if it's real fruit juice, but QOO and carrot juice (Pokka can) is not very healthy if consume every day. i know their good intentions to buy drinks for the grandchildren, but not every day, once a while. Maybe their generation, they do not know how to buy fresh fruit juice. I dun mind if they buy fresh fruit juice from prime supermarket for the grandchildren.

today, i will try to hint and subtly asked them to stop buying can drinks for them. conflict conflict. In school, i often teach about conflicts between racial groups, between nations, where in fact, conflict among people is the most common, in your own house, with your own family member. Then how? must be diplomatic, (diplomacy) and if need to, deterrence. haha, diplomacy and deterrence (Social Studies!!! ARGH) conflict with in laws usually occur because of different methods of raising children. in fact, spouse can also have conflict over the same issue. but i always remind myself, all the adults' intention is for the good of the children, just that our intentions are different.