kindness

from young, we have been taught to be kind. when you grow up, you realise that sometimes, it doesn't pay to be kind. When you are kind, people take advantages of your kindness, bully you, take you for granted, because you are kind, so you will understand.

Is this world really based on scheme and trickery? it's easy to show on tv drama, good people will have good ending, bad people will have bad ending. I'll be waiting for my good ending, but the process is tedious, arduous, painful and sad.

but as i said, i'll keep the unhappiness, choose to be happy.

i seriously need to meditate now.